Comments | star_no_starxx: So *what* if I have a guilty concious?

star_no_starxx

So what if I have a guilty concious?

Sep 26, 2006 08:37

I can't take it. I always feel like you're pointing the finger at me. Why? No good reason. It feels like everyone's pointing the finger at me. I can't wait to graduate. I can't wait to grow up and move away. UPJ isn't far but it's far enough to get away from the place I'm beginning to hate the most. An hour and a half...&I'm GONE. UPT too. Far ( Read more... )

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woolymammoth September 26 2006, 16:06:57 UTC

You are very smart, and this entry just hints at some strengths you have. I love you! I wish we had been able to hang out, all this time you talk about how shitty your friends are. I wish I could have been around to help you up :( <333333333333

star_no_starxx September 26 2006, 19:17:58 UTC

It's not that my friends are shitty. It's just I dunno...they don't seem to be friends anymore like they used to be.

I'm just indifferent.

woolymammoth September 28 2006, 03:09:16 UTC

Friends don't stop being friends. I learned that the hard way, no matter how much some people stomp on my heart, once I love them, I always love them. And not to be crude or abbrasive, but from the outside they seem like pretty shitty friends to me. I mean, a friend hurting me out of their own ignorance is one thing, but disrespect is another. And you deserve all the respect any person could ever give.

Okay before I stop making sense and start talking gibberish, again, I love you!!! <3

biologics September 26 2006, 22:45:32 UTC

Amber ( ... )

star_no_starxx September 27 2006, 02:57:11 UTC

It wasn't about you, I actually wrote this before we talked. I miss that. I miss you being a pepperoni virgin :D I think that we need to take a weekend and spend it together like we used to. To go to a football game. To stay up all night on FTJ and listen to decent music and watch Sex Talk with the old lady. We need to go underwear shopping with Ben. Mel, I miss you <3

havocperception September 27 2006, 01:11:33 UTC

In the end it's always best to be yourself. And I love you girl, and I always felt that you were being yourself around me. I'm sorry I'm not there all the time, and I wish we could hang out more. I haven't seen much of anyone lately, due to work and and school and just being exhausted.
And don't worry, this year will fly by pretty fast. You'll be sitting at graduation thinking, "I am so glad this is over, but where the hell did it all go?" and then the real world will smack you in the face. But I'll be here for you any time you need me. Just call or text if I'm not online. I always have time for my SSG.