i swear ill try to comment on all your entries. but its been hard lately.
i dont even know if its worth it to write.

i feel like nothing i ever do will ever be worth it.
everything has been so hard.
i've decided to see a therapist instead of a psychiatrist.

 well, after two long days of driving from south florida to Immaculata in Pennsylvania....im home ( Read more... )

 ryan and i broke up for like a few days.
but then i changed how high maintenance i was so i wouldnt lose him and he said if i kept acting like that, then there would be no reason to stay on a break.which made me happy.
<3 ( Read more... )

:) im happy ( Read more... )

well, im in Florida now ( Read more... )

ok so i totally just aced my math exam that i just took. hopefully. i already have a 111% in that class, and i get an extra 20 points for going to class the otehr day so i should be getting an A in that class ( Read more... )

the song Life on Life's Terms by Bedlight For Blue Eyes is stuck in my head ( Read more... )

im going to Costa Rica for spring break of 09 ( Read more... )

so im in a really pissed off mood. its private because even though ryan doesnt read this anymore there is always that chance ( Read more... )

so i dont want to update on everything.
but yesterday ryan broke up with me. i dont know why.
he said we had too diferent personalities. but now we're back together?
i dont get it. but it hurt so bad so im just happy its ok now. i guess he had a weak moment?
i hate it. its so fucked up. and i still hate him for it. but w/e
ill just update with random ( Read more... )