I'm not okay

May 23, 2005 18:17

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insidiousslyth May 23 2005, 11:28:23 UTC
Star -

This would be really funny if it weren't happening to me. To my ego's horror, it is actually happening to me, and yet, I'm not surprised at all that it was you that placed it upon me. See, now, I've always been the sort of person that can resist everything except temptation. With you, I did better than that. You, apparently, will are far less person than I, and I can't fault you for that.

Thanks dearly for the repayment.

-Skylar

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star_ruet May 23 2005, 11:33:12 UTC
Skylar,

We aren't together.

Are we?

It was nothing personal.

~ Star

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insidiousslyth May 23 2005, 11:34:58 UTC
Star-

No, we're not together. To my knowledge, you only fucked me a few hours before fucking Snape.

To hear it was nothing personal is more of an insult than not.

-Skylar

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star_ruet May 23 2005, 11:38:28 UTC
Sky,

Don't be like this. I love you. It wasn't like I planned it, it just happened. I thought you'd be...I don't know. Amused. Or something.

Love,

Star

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insidiousslyth May 23 2005, 12:04:49 UTC
Fine, we'll do this here.

You're dishonest because everything you say is a lie. It's only true within the moment you say it, and then after that, it loses all meaning to you. You make promises you are unwilling to keep, to get what you want in the moment you make them, and then you're done. You're dishonest. I, at least, never lied to you.

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star_ruet May 23 2005, 12:07:03 UTC
I'd rather not discuss this in public but as you wish.

When did I lie to you? Be specific. I don't recall ever saying anything to you that was untruthful. As we agreed upon elsewhere; we are not together and haven't been for some time. I don't owe you anything - i'm under no moral obligation to be 'faithful' to you.

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insidiousslyth May 23 2005, 12:19:14 UTC
You were, at some point, under moral obligation to be faithful to me and you weren't. Repeatedly, you weren't. You play your little part, you slip straight into the victim and you cry, throw your fits, and manage to make me feel guilty for being angry with you when you were, in fact, that one that fucked up and deserve my anger. You make me feel like I'm needed by you, and you cling to my chests and mutter how you need me, want me, hope that I want you, how you love me, and either way, I'm fucked.

That is how you're dishonest. I don't mean anything to you, and if I do, they way you treat me is dishonest.

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star_ruet May 23 2005, 12:22:25 UTC
You do mean something to me.

I am surprised at the way you've taken this. Some people just aren't meant to be monogamous, I guess, Skylar. I figured you'd understand that. I have a short attention span. That doesn't mean I don't care about you, or that anything i've said has ever been a lie.

I just know what I want.

And unfortunately for you, Draco, and numerous other people I could name, I know how to get it.

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