Insignificance

[star_scream]

Okay, so the thing, that when you take it down to the very basics, is this:

If I were to die right now, no one would even notice. It'd take a few days at the least. Probably not until I started to smell.

This isn't some "gimme some love" thing. It's just the fuckin' truth.

I am insignificant.

Comments

Never Again

[jraevans]

Jeff I really love and truly care about you, and this is why I know you will not be hurt by this but take this as a friend helping. Unfortunatly this is hard to say because I have not seen you in way too long. I miss my Jeff, but like you I have entered into my own little world. I have somewhat withdrawn from most people because I'm just very pensive this semester, trying to figure out what I'm doing, and telling myself that being here at state is where I should be (this is a hard task so far, because I am very restless and not liking things

Re: Never Again

[star_scream]

Jessie, I appreciate the concern. But I just wanna say that I never said that no one cares. I know that's not true. I just am aware of where I stand in life in general. I wish it were that I thought no one cared about me, that would be easier to get over, because that's obviously not the case.

I agree, history is history and I do my best. But history often repeats, and that is what I struggle with. I still stand by what I said in this post. It wasn't a depressed 'fuck everything' post. Giving up is not an option, but sometimes I wish I had more to show for things than just surviving.

But thank you.

And I really do miss you.

[mrstevo]

I would notice you weren't around when it came to be Thursday and you didn't show up at the mic. So I will see you then!