Introspection... Yeah, it doesn't work so well after all

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I took a walk down memory lane last night for a few hours. This after telling a friend about what happened with her, which isn't something I had really thought about, in full, in quite awhile I went back and re-read entries here and elsewhere about it all. It's not that I had forgotten how great things were for a while there. It was just hard

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[mrstevo]

London.

[star_scream]

No no, London is what I do in 3 months (God willing). I have to get through those three months first.

And London is nice, I look forward to it. But that's certainly not the end all to me. And that should come as no surprise to anyone by now.

But I get your point. I just wish it were so easy.

[gwenivere]

I don't feel like I have anything in my sights... nothing that I really wanna reach for that would truly make me happy

Well, although I can't tell you what to reach for, I can tell you what you don't have to reach far for:
~ A hand to hold
~ A good, loving hug
~ A phone
~ A friend
~ Leftover food that you should have thrown away (I'm sure that there's some around there some where ;) )

Seriously, I know how hard life can be and I know just how hard it can be to lift your head up let alone look down a long road of darkness with no seeming dawn. But you can do it :)

See you Thursday!
*hugs and love*