seems everything i had is gone

May 22, 2005 16:02

well i dont know who i am or why im here on this place called fuckin earth but i really wish i wasnt. i dont know who my friends are but then again i dont think i really ever knew. im sitting here drinking a glass of grape soda and im wondering who doesnt need a friend like me. i mean i love to have fun and hang out. and im always there when you ( Read more... )

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simplyhopeless May 22 2005, 18:22:54 UTC
i don't have anyone either.
well that isn't true. i mean i honestly feel that no matter how big of a fight im in with most of our friends, if i really needed them, they'd be there for me. i used to think out group of friends were just all fake and assholes. but i've come to realize, i can count on most of them. i don't know. i love everyone im friends with right now. i miss you alot, and i always tell you to call me, well you never fucking do. i don't know anyones phone number so don't think im not calling just becuase i don't want to. even if i REALLY wanted to i'd have to call 09348508 people and try and find yur number. i love you alot, and im sorry your not feeling so great, but i mean they told me im dying and i still feel amazing. just call me sometime please, cuase i need someone to talk to too. <3

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star_stripe543 May 22 2005, 22:11:18 UTC
you have people amber no matter what. me im just sitting at home by myself and i have no one but my family and yeah i dont exactly want to spill my heart out to my brother. i wish i could think that if i really needed my friends they would be there since they are all to busy for me. its ok that you dont cal im used to it plus my phone is in california right now whats your number ill call you this week so we can hang out just you and me.

i love you

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simplyhopeless May 22 2005, 23:34:01 UTC
453 1291

x928x?

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_datamatch May 22 2005, 21:15:15 UTC
celiena i really want to hang out? you cant say that everyone forgot about you cause i think about you everyday. no joke! i really want to hang and you probably dont think so because i havent called in awhile i guess and thats my fault but i dont know whats been up lately. im torn up. i want to call you thisweek so i can come over and we can spend some time with just us like we did all last summer. we should get keva juice, rent a cinderella story and eat everything in your house and go to laughlin. so ill call you this week and we will talk on the comp and youre still very important to me i love you
<33me

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star_stripe543 May 22 2005, 22:15:07 UTC
well i dont know what to say anymore to myself. i feel like ive lost your friendship. i hear you get drunk everyday with fuckin morgan and his possy and what do you expect me to think. that ive lost my bestfriedn for some drinks. i just wish i knew what was going on. ive been wanting to call but i left my phone in california and i dont remember your number. so your going to have to call my house believe me ill be there. i just wish you would be there because i miss you and i miss my bestfriend and just everything that made us unique like we used to be but im not going to try and make us friends if you dont want to be
i do love you but theres point when i have to give up you just got to let me know when because your hurting me if your telling me im your bestfriend and im really not and that you love me if you really dont.

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_datamatch May 23 2005, 08:42:26 UTC
how can you feel like that anyways? since you missed school those last few days ive though you were sick as hell still. but i guess not! iwant to come over though. and stay alot of nights you dont even know how much i miss you! and staying at your hosue and just doing the best things ever and never being bored. and im going to call your house.

i hear you get drunk everyday with fuckin morgan and his possy and what do you expect me to think.

who did you hear this from anyways? i have only gotten drunk with morgan once. the rest werent with him and it hasnt even been that many times. and just becauase i did doesnt mean i was doing that rather than hanging out with you, it was just something i was doing. and i had fun but i dont want you to think i forgot about you and i dont think you should have to give up on me when i just said i love you and i want to hang out. 486-0264

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star_stripe543 May 23 2005, 11:46:56 UTC
look ashli i love you ok and i dont want you to give up on our friendship ever!!!!!!

and i want to hang out so call me today or something and we can talk about the whole drunk thing. and we can have fun fun fun fun fun

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xbetexnoirex May 23 2005, 01:52:14 UTC
well look on the bright side at least you dont have shingles.

i'm alone as well

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star_stripe543 May 23 2005, 11:45:30 UTC
awe sister i love you and im coming soon hopefully

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