i miss people. especially her. fuck idk what to do.

everything is good. i love Brandon. yep. he makes me so happy. :)

lalala ok whatever i give up on thinking about anything anymore lalalala

i suck. big time. everytime thigns are good i fuck it all up. fuck.

I constantly have this terrible ache in the pit of my stomach. Nothing i'm doing it right, nothing is how it is meant to be. I am worn out and awkward. This isn't home. It hasn't been for a long time. I long for a place to call home. For someone to call my own. I need routine. I need comfort and understanding. And most importantly, I need to figure ( Read more... )

scene.

i dont know whats going onnnnnnnn anymore!!!!!

eating all the m&m's and cashews and peanuts out of trail mix. there has to be at least one of each in every bite. YUM.

anneke should not be drunk while talking to danny
because
i suck
okay the end goodnight
im going to go
kill myself ;D
not
jk
i know its not funny
but
i really do suck
i deserve nthing

I am really okay, but ( Read more... )