but you still have all of me...

[star_tears_x0]

Yesterday would have been Steph's sixteenth birthday. John took me to plant flowers at her grave. We planted alyssums in lavender, dark purple, and white. Sara came around the same time I did so we all just sat there in silence for about half an hour and cried. It was a very difficult thing for me to do - I hadn't been to her grave since November

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[anonymous]

omg meliss thats exactly how i feel!!! i just keep trying to tell myself that shes ok and that shes in a better place but it still doesnt work. everytime i think bout her i just start crying and i cant stop sometimes i know that this sounds bad but i think bout joining her but then i think about all of the pain and shit that we're going through and i wouldnt want anybody else to have to go through what we did went through. i love you so much!!!!