I have sooo much to talk about right now, but I haven't had a computer all weekend. you know when you have something really huge you want to write about, and than a few days later, you aren't so worked up, so it isnt as huge of a deal... well i suppose this is one of those things. I am passed the shocked, pissed, angry stage, and now at the hurt, ( Read more... )

They cut me from work this morning. Coincidently they wait until I am fully showered, my legs are shaved, my hair is dry and styled, my makeup is on, I am in the car and out of my neighborhood, and my cell rings telling me that I don't have to work. Glad that I don't, but I need the money, and I also need something to keep my min off tonight, for ( Read more... )

Alright, I know this has been the only thing on my mind lately, but honestly that is because it really has been the only thing on my mind lately. Not even kidding. I have been a little touchy and emotional about anything that has to do with Mike. Gil and I were talking about him the other night, and I had to say that I didn't want to talk about him ( Read more... )

No longer Chelly, I think it was something like.... chels. Why little things like this bother me, I will never know ( Read more... )

Wow is all I have to say, it is so hard to keep up with anything. I have no computer at my dads house, so that leaves me without the internet last night. One freaking night and you miss so much. I had to go back 2 pages on my friends list to read through things, and I got bored and decided that half of the people I don't know too well, and don't ( Read more... )

oh my ( Read more... )

I don't know about this weekend,

I fear it could be a big mistake.

so today was bleh, gil makes me feel bleh, and everything was just bleh ( Read more... )

why... why do i do this to myself. I convince myself of one thing, and than make myself sick to my stomach over another. poor gilly, i didn't mean to hang up on him so fast, but what else could i do. i didnt want to talk to him anymore. i really didnt. i dont know why things like this have such an effect on me, maybe its cause i am a huge hypocrite ( Read more... )

today was actually not a bad day. i dont think there was anything that exciting about it, but it wasnt bad at all ( Read more... )