this is a pretty harsh entry...so please dont judge me on the basis of me being in a really shitty mood and writing for the whole world to see
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I think it's a good choice, a choice we should have decided on over a year ago but never got around to because there's nothing better to do in Carthage but sit in your bedroom and think the day away, when we should have been getting out, in every way possible. As much as I miss the old times they're just that... But I'm glad there is a lot of good things to look back on, and a lot of things both of us learned that we can steer clear of in tbe future. You're right, it is hard to let go just because it's just about all we know, I just wish we could both be stronger and not fall back onto each other when everything around us failed miserably. It will happen again, and by it I mean both of us trying to move on, secretly getting jealous, and the conversations... except maybe this time maybe moving on might actually work. Because it seems that is the only option now
i usually end up kissing you so thats my fault. it wont happen anymore.
i dont remember when my life was actually normal so it shows in anything i do relationship wise.
but for the record i always felt like you were moving on but im not gonna get into the whole what went wrong with who thing. its pointless.
and i never thought that maybe i was a person that someone would want to get away from, because no one ever tells me that, everyone always kisses my ass and i hate it.
i just want the truth from people, but the truth looks more appealing when draped in white (lies).
whatever.
we both know what to do, so lets just shut off our emotions toward each other or something. i dunno. i think i have to work today. lame.
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no regrets
and its not gonna happen again.
i usually end up kissing you so thats my fault. it wont happen anymore.
i dont remember when my life was actually normal so it shows in anything i do relationship wise.
but for the record i always felt like you were moving on but im not gonna get into the whole what went wrong with who thing. its pointless.
and i never thought that maybe i was a person that someone would want to get away from, because no one ever tells me that, everyone always kisses my ass and i hate it.
i just want the truth from people, but the truth looks more appealing when draped in white (lies).
whatever.
we both know what to do, so lets just shut off our emotions toward each other or something. i dunno. i think i have to work today. lame.
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