One guy on my mind 24 fucking 7 and i cant do jack about it i mean i lay awake all night justing and then it gets to the point where im like ok im done im over time to go on and then the feelings come shooting right back into me wtf is wrong with me. on top of that i have this guy trying to get with me but as hes trying to get with me hes messing ( Read more... )

theres soo much going on lately that i dont even kno what to do.... its driving me up the wall. the fact that now im thinking that i cant trust everyone i thought i could trust. the things have just gone this mouth its just like damn.....it just really has me thinking about my friends and whos really my true friends and whos not........

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OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!

It's pretty bad when u sit here and think that just maybe some of ur friends are using u for shit.....and then it just makes ur day even worse then it already is...i mean yeah i got a job now so i should be happy but im not. i feel stressed, angery, upset, broken i dunno just so many emotions and one body cant handle it all. I talked to Amanda( ( Read more... )

Yeah so last night was the last night that amanda (kmart) could party and shit cuz her babies daddy is coming back and shit and plus shes moving at the end of october so yeah it was soo fun though cuz she had a big get together...Tiffani, Lindesy and her sister and her sister's friend, Amber, Lyssa, Amanda and Bethany stopped by but they didnt stay ( Read more... )

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Well yesterday was insane i fought with Nolan all day off and on and finally we talked it out and shit but damn i've fought with that boy the way i did yesterday and then i got Dave in a lie so i got really pissed at him cuz why fucking lie to me when u kno other ppl are going to say something to me about and it shit.....r u that stupid.......i ( Read more... )

So wow i guess the new thing to do now adays is LIE!! its pretty bad when ppl sit u down or tell u over the phone that u cant trust one of ur own fucking best friends.......i mean yea i believe him but then after everyone told me that i cant and shit like that im just like wow way to fucking be jennifer believeing everything he says and shit..... ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been stressful...if u wanna kno y call me or something to much to type...anyway Saturday went up to Eastern and hung with Kristal and Rachel and we walked around campus until we found a party and we got sooo drunk. Kristal left a hour b4 us but oh man when me and Rachel got back to her dorm it was around 4 and we started calling ( Read more... )

So yeah now that were out of high school and shit i kno we all have busy lives but is it sad that u never get to see u best friend who yes has a very busy busy life. Another one of ur good friends is either working or just hangs with two different ppl cuz they doesnt want drama and they think that when they come around and shit it starts. Then ( Read more... )