Don't be suprised if one day, I just dissapear* from this shithole.

*disapear meaning no warning. One day I am carrying on with buisness as usual, the next... gone.

I don't know how much more I am willing to take.

Since my computer is a piece, I have snuck onto the school computers to update and let people know that, yes, I am still alive.

If you need anything else beyond that... call me.

after such a long week, full of work, school, and a decent amount of added stress to drive anyone into a fit of self seclusion....

the portage kids called me about a half hour ago, and are picking me up very shortly...

something tells me tonite, is going to be just what ive needed.

fuck you aim viruses ( Read more... )

Today has been strange. Not "today" exactly, more so I have been strange today.Very off. ANd not in the typical "beki" way. Although i've been insanly tired, my brain has been racing. In fact, I cant even keep track of the thoughts in my head. When i should have been focusing on things i was doing, I instead was focusing on all the many things ( Read more... )

you will let everything i ever say go in one ear and out the other...

Recently, Russ posted in his livejournal about being emotionally immature. Well, i got to thinking about that tonite. And i came up with the conclusion of "Arent we all?" Think about this... we are all, right now, at the age where we know shit about life. love. And everything else. We are old enough to realize we dont know a damn thing. We grew up ( Read more... )

i am fearing for the death of my toe. I sure know how to injure myself in all the right ways. Forget your conventional injuries, I make sure they have a bit of originality to them. My class was very short tonite, only a half hour long. Which was nice. The professor reminds me of Jeremy. A lot. In fact, i wouldnt be suprised if i called him that one ( Read more... )

nothing beats falling asleep while you are numb with happiness...

come morning time...

it'll be "rise and shine little one, open your eyes and get your thinking cap on..."

here comes a new chapter of my life...