i don't get it. i just don't get it. don't fucking get it

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart,
Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Did not speak as loud as my heart,
Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
I want to rush to the start,
Running in circles,
Chasing tails,
Coming back as we are.

Yours will number, yours will be
A paragon, a Paraclete
Keep your bed warm, keep your humor
Keep your proverbs short and sweet

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
That life is anxious, life is mean
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
A pair of shoes is what you need

I'm happy, I'm happy
Your birthday brings a pardoning
I'm happy, I'm happy
You're like a bird that will not be

i spent the weekend at luis' parent's house and it turned out to be a lot of fun! besides the fact that i felt as if was at home because of the food and all the ecuadorianess, they were really great people to me and that made me feel great! luis was also very awesome to me and i had loads of fun, despite the fact that we were in port charlotte AKA ( Read more... )

what a nice weekend MLK weekend turned out to be :o)

life is so complex and certain parts of my life are the mirror opposite of the other. i miss amerra so much, she was so special to me and we had the best memories i could ever ask for. i love her so much and i feel complete sadness when i realize that she is not around to make me just enjoy life the way she did. i hope she is ok and i cannot wait ( Read more... )

i'm walking out in a force ten gale ( Read more... )

i dont tell anyone expect my close friends how i'm feeling bc i find it to be very personal but i am suffering very much so. now that i'm on my own again without the support of my family and close friends back home i hope everything goes alright with me. i know i have to do it and i know i will ( Read more... )

the last few days have been the hardest days for me to deal with. going through the day feels like an eternity of an unwanted emotional rollercoaster.
i am thankful for the friends and family members that are helping me and ultimately, i am thankful for her.

i have a ridiculous amount of things running around in my mind....from mental images of the countless drunken nights, followed by the information i have been constantly feeding my brain in the last few days, to the names of all the new people ive met and the names of the people i never want to forget. all of that combined with all the new emotions ( Read more... )