whats with all these kids who are missing and then are dead. it's starting to piss me off. it's kinda scary. i think of all the kids i know and how pissed i'd be if they where hurt. ok well i'm going now but just wanted to write that:)

chris left and now i'm alone again. it's hard being a single parent but you relize what matters and what doesn't. julia is sick and i have my liver test on thursday. i have alot going on i will explain later.

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the baby's dad is here and has been really good to her. hes been tring to help as much as one can but is afraid. still with chris here i can't stop thinking of a certin someone. alot of people tell me i should hold out and wait for chris but he doesn't feel and i can't be with someone who is as cold as ice. hes a good father though, well for ( Read more... )

i have this dream where theres this guy. i have had this dream since i was like 13, i don't know who he is but it feels so odd. well i don't really know what ealse to say. chris is coming here tomorrow and staying till sunday. ok well i'm off bye bye.

last night i wroat a post where i did alot of complaining. well this is my LJ and if people don't like it, fuck off and don't read it! i'm not putting up with peoples shit anymore.

ok i just got back from the hospital, i need to have another liver scan. i had one today and it wasn't too good. my mother is so worried, i haven't kept any food done since saturday. well i'm off to be. good night:(

i'm feeling pretty down. i feel sick and alone. i have a newborn baby and i have no one to share this joy with. i'm all alone. the funny thing is, when i was like 12 or 13 i thought i'd be married and have this great family. i need to stop giving so much. there are points where i'd move cross country for these men who brake my heart. allison ( Read more... )

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ok someone just got mad saying i stole there icon. i don't think i will be using vance's icons no more. they get me in trouble:(