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i feel so out of it. ever since i got prego people treat me like i have a third eye or something. i wish i didn't scare people with the whole baby thing. i miss chris and wish he was here. well i'm not going to spend the whole night complaining, i'm going to download some music:)

Vance needs to stop sending me damm icons. i see new ones i like and change:( well i went to the doctor, tuesday the induce me. i can't wait:) ok well thats all for now.

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well this is my new icon, my friend vance keeps sending them to me and i would love to know where he gets them from:) i joined this community called gothic babes, don't ask me why due to the fact i fear pictures. never the less i'm going to post some of myself i have that where taken at goth night at the fuze box. i found them on a disk last ( Read more... )

well he left. i miss him and yes i did cry for a few but he will come back and i do know he cares. i can see he still cares, i can tell in hes eye's. i don't know if it's love, i love him but i know there is emotion there. he means so much to me and i try to help him out as much as i can but theres little i can do. well i'm gonna go take a dip ( Read more... )

well today at five chris is going to catch hes train back to the city. i'm going to be so sad. i miss him already and he hasn't left yet. we had such a great week and it's been almost too good to be true. i will prob write again when i'm all sad and alone. i can't wait to have this baby. thats one thing i look foward to. chris is coming back ( Read more... )

well last night at midnight i started having pains so i went up to the hospital. the contractions where 5 mins apart and lasted for three hours then stoped!!!! i was so pissed. i thought i was gonna have this baby. well i guess i will wait awhile and hope it will come out. chris was flipping out, it was kinda cute. he leaves monday and i was ( Read more... )