havent been on here in forever.. so im just updating really quickly.. i miss everyone on here who i dont get to see or talk to very often ( Read more... )

my grandmas sick. im scared for her. for my grandpa.. theyve been married for a long time, 57 years i think.. when he looses her i dont know how hes going to take it. i dont know how im going to handle it either.. i lived with her for 3 years out of my life. she helped raise me. ive never dealt with death before. im not sure im going to do a good ( Read more... )

im sick ( Read more... )

friday was a day of working and umm working.. then i watched requiem for a dream.. that just made me depressed, then it made me cry. especially at the end. then i felt even more tired.. the film was really well done.. one that you should see at least once.. but i dont know if id want to watch it over and over again.. although jared leto♥ is amazing ( Read more... )

finally got rid of that ugly snapfish thing on my journal.. now its just plain.. i miss my yeah yeah yeahs layout. that was hot ( Read more... )

what the fuck is this snapfish shit on my layout.. and why is it there??!

its on other peoples journals too!?
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i feel forgoten about on this cold november evening ( Read more... )

its cold ( Read more... )

the kids at my work make me smile so much. went to berkeley to go thrift store shopping.
i bought two shirts.. one's this green color with a hood and buttons.. it has really tiny upside down hearts on it.. <3 i really like it.. and the other one is a western style shirt charcoal color with pearl buttons ( Read more... )

friday night- went to this party for my new job that the 1st grade parents were holding only because the other teachers aide didnt want to be there alone.. and i dont blame her.. a bunch of rich old people talking about shit and being fake.... or so i thought.. i got there and i was really impressed with them.. very nice people.. partied in ( Read more... )