well, ive started my job at hardee's. its not bad at all. im frontline cashier. tomorrow they start me on breakfast training cuz lately ive been working during lunch...but for this next week or so, im working early in the morning till the afternoon. and all because of this, my boyfriend is away without me cuz i hafta work. ive been talking to him ( Read more... )

( BLOOP )

i love him.

hey, guess what...

i gotsa job at hardee's.

yeah, yeah, i know, big deal, but to me it is cuz im working my way to what i want...my way...yay!

ok. ta-ta...

( burn )

i feel like shit...physically. i cant ever sleep, and when i do, its shitty sleep...if its even THAT...but i guess i get a little bit...but not enough...dad says i look like shit....and i do....that sucks that its noticable to others ( Read more... )

yeah...so now i have the whole tool discography (thanks, mike!). its groovy, man....good stuff...some live shit, too. im happy i got it. i couldnt find my mer de noms cd, tho, and that kinda pissed me off. isnt shit grand. its three o' six in the am....its now feb 14th, my brother's fourth birthday. im happy for him...he's made it this far in a ( Read more... )

( im extremely bored, waiting for time to go by... )

this song is it....no explaination required ( Read more... )

distance makes the heart grow fonder....im a true believer of that, especially now. look at us, just take a glance. its like falling in love all over again, and its grand cuz its always with him. i feel at peace in my heart...in my mind....now all i need to piece back together and mend is my soul.

im proud she understands, its validates everything ( Read more... )

i moved back into my dad's lastnight. it was the hardest thing i could bring myself to do...but its not over yet....no sir....i aint through by no means...

i love that boy more than anything the goddess can throw my way

there is no way to let go....its impossible. it can only get better or just stop, and i will never allow that.

in my soul i ( Read more... )