Comments | stardust189: royally screwed. and not in a good way.

stardust189

royally screwed. and not in a good way.

Jan 30, 2004 14:56

as most of you know, my website is hosted over at synthetique.org, a personal domain. synthetique was purchased through another website that hosts domains and stuff. my host, the owner of synthetique, realized that synthetique was down, so she went and checked this domain-hosting site only to realize that this site just up and left. with no way to ( Read more... )

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taintedsky January 29 2004, 23:43:02 UTC

NO darling, you don't need your guestbook, tangible proof that there are many out there that love & adore you because YOU for being yourself and everyone around you that knows who you are are all the intangible guestbook entries you'll ever need. i know how you must feel right now, but know that it isn't what sentiments you can reread but the fact that you know we all care about you.

Re: stardust189 January 29 2004, 23:54:28 UTC

oh, darling, yes i know that.

but sometimes a certain mood of mine seeps in and i feel like everyone is conspiring to make me feel bad and oh everything is so contradicting and i feel like everyone hates me and i really feel there's no way out and i really feel like i am oh so very very useless. and really, i know in the back of my head that there are people out there who love me but there's something in me that longs to see physical proof that people do and oh all i want to do is wade through my shoeboxes of old letters and fly with pages and pages of guesbook entries.

Re: taintedsky January 29 2004, 23:59:28 UTC

oh i know the feeling. i jus t wanted you to feel better. because we do love you & so my saying it is sort of physical proof even though it's certainly not up to par to what everyone else must have said.

stardust189 January 30 2004, 00:09:12 UTC

oh, i do feel better, and i don't need anything better than 'i love you' because i feel sometimes that i am so unlovable. anything's good, actually. i just need certain lifts sometimes. ♥

heart_of_wine January 30 2004, 07:07:09 UTC

That is so terrible. How can people be so damned irresponsible?

*hugs*

Re: stardust189 January 30 2004, 15:33:49 UTC

Actually, I don't really know. Maybe it's all for the money.

*hugs back*

krisdalooney January 30 2004, 08:28:57 UTC

That's poopy. Poopy hosting service people. *smites with sparkly stick of doooom*

*huggles*

Re: stardust189 January 30 2004, 15:34:56 UTC

*hugs back*

Thanks. :)

potter_girl007 January 31 2004, 05:08:24 UTC

That is so unfair!!! Can't they be sued?? They're thiefs!!! I hope you'll be able to find another host, I would offer to host you but my dad owns the locus.co.za domain and I haven't bought any space on amyw.co.uk . If you put up a new g-book I'll spam sign it, we all love you :)

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