I think that VH1 should do a special on me because I am definitely having the best week ever. Last week totally sucked because I was all stressed out over PT. Well on tuesday I finally grew some balls and took the test and guess what...I passed. It was awesome. I was so proud of myself. Then on thursday I was so relieved that it was the end of ( Read more... )

Do you ever have one of those days when you just want the world to leave you alone? Today had the potential to be great, but at the slightest sight of hindrance and I became discouraged ( Read more... )

Do you ever have one of those days when you just want the world to leave you alone. Today had the potential to be great, but at the slightest sight of hindrance and I became discouraged ( Read more... )

A new year is upon us and I'm determined to make this a good year. Last year sucked and I feel good things coming to me. I do have a tough 1st half but things have to been done. In April Rick and Aprelle are going to Iraq and then during summer I have to go to my officer boot camp for 4 weeks. I turn 21 this year so that is a good thing. I ( Read more... )

I hope everybody enjoyed the holidays. Mine was chaotic and crazy but that is expected with my family. I had to work on Christmas morning and it sucked. I also have to work New Years Eve. I got to leave at midnight. Happy new year right? Normally I really love my job. I enjoy working at Disney but lately that has not been the case. I'm sure ( Read more... )

I hope everybody had a good Thanksgiving and is ready for the holidays. I have been so excited about Christmas this year. Doing Candlelight this year has really got me into the Christmas spirit early this year. I went shopping with my mom on friday. I'm getting a pretty kick ass camera this year. Mine was stolen a few months ago so I had to ( Read more... )

My parents came to visit me last week. I had a great time with them and I realized how much I miss them. We went to the USF/Syracuse game (where we destroyed them) and afterwards went to Red Lobster and afterwards Dairy Queen. I ate a lot. On Sunday I got up early to have breakfast with my parents before they left and before I went to work and ( Read more... )

Why is it that humans are not supposed to be happy? I have talked to all of my really close friends and discovered that each and every single one of us is miserable. It seems to be all the same problems among us but somehow we can't help each other out. I have been plagued with this feeling for a long time. Instead of enjoying each day I see it ( Read more... )

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If there is one thing I have learned in 20 years of living it is that people disappoint people. I don't know if I am a magnet of disappointment or if I have high expectations of people. Lately I feel like I have been putting on a mask. I have been portraying myself as a happy person who has everything figured out, but deep down I don't feel that ( Read more... )