Today's been pretty good, it was sort of depressing/annoying to tell my friends, but Iwas feeling pretty good. I've got an itch to draw and write, so doing alot of random little things. I still have no idea what pizza and prayer is going to be like. Rach please come! It's nice to have some one else to pray with that I really respect not just, well ( Read more... )

I hope a people catch that and find it funny. Well after 10 1/2 fantastic months matt and I decided to break-up.I go through bouts of "well that's over now I'm going to move forward and do something productive." That generally subsides into crying, figure it will for a while ( Read more... )

wow this week seem SO long. I've been talking about it like it's over. My subconscious is sure it's thursday or so. A lot's been happening. I really feel older than a weak ago, like it was a different mind set. As far as I can see right now I guess it was. Everyone is tired, more mentally and emotionally than physically. Everything will be over ( Read more... )

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Ah another long week.... and not enough sleep to go with it. It really hasn't been that bad thus far outside of having too little sleep. Pizza and Prayer was mediocre, Fal, and there, Fal's flock weren't there, and neither was Justin so that definitely dampened the atmosphere, and I missed Fal *cry* hehe I've been pampered ( Read more... )

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Hello, checking in once again, not that too much has changed since the last time i've posted, I'm in a sort of long term mental brein block, maybe that'll change when I go back to school and have to think more. I've been praying more, alot about the trip, but just for habit really. I'm hoping between praying and being with matt and my friends i can ( Read more... )

I'm home. Oh I'm happy to be home. Maybe I'll go on vacation for a while just to celebrate. I really have been moving on fast-forward; and that's dangerous because i always hit a low point in late winter. Something to think about but not jst yet (I hope). It really feels like a stressful vacation, strained I geuss, strained to be away from matt, to ( Read more... )

Hi. i'm happy, yes very happy. Maybe it's sleep, maybe God, maybe just anticipation for my birthday and everything. Color guards pretty good, if not keeping up, I am definitely catching up. I am guilty of showing of my "war wounds" as Gillian put it. I'm dangerously behind on Christmas stuff I hope i get it all done in time, but I think I'll wind ( Read more... )

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