beautiful sand

[starfishxcore]

in chinese caligrophy Liza has two symbols. they mean beautiful and sad.

beautiful sand.

i'm worried. i'm upset. i'm apprehensive. i'm crying. i'm almost gone. i'll be gone so far away, so soon, where no one can catch me if i start to slip. laurel won't be there to make my photo albums, or my lists, tidy up my room, advise me in any way. i'll miss

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liza i cant stand it

[algaegreen]

i used to have that same heart in blue. (the one you gave me)
it seems wrong to have a blue heart.... i should have a pink one, like some poeple do.

maybe, maybe i do. maybe i will show it,. maybe ill try.

ive cried so much.

this is on my list of things that cant happen, people leaving. along with a lot of things happening lately. i need to live like the boy in the plastic bubble. you cant leave.... its on my list. it should be your list too. you see fish. wait till you see your present. i love you. lisa juana. issa. jane.

Re: liza i cant stand it

[algaegreen]

we'll make it. both of us will. you, here. and me, in mexico. we're fiancees. we always bounce back. i wish we could have tea. i'm..sobbing. i'm so afraid.

we have to..smile through this. life.