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[starforsaken]

it has been quite some time since i've written here... and i hate to say it, but its the same shit but a different day... i am still longing for things that i've lost and i cant get over it for some reason... and i still feel alone since i cant find any source of closeness in my life... its like everyone is telling me to fuck off but for some

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[anonymous]

maybe some little part of my head might think that anyone can ever be different. the base of everyone is the same, not just same day same shit, its all the same, people, actions, and the ends.
funny to read this shit when i cant say, or even think definitively at all. nothing closer than a beer and some ignorance. best practices is that thinking, caring... any of it is just gonna get your mind back to where you don't want it. fuck comparisons unless your gonna return to the original(or even can).
course its always easier to push yourself down first, then theres less to aspire to. shit like that is probably one of the reasons im at target, not just loans coming up.
Give less of a shit. less of a shit to give about...sad, but just one of many options in the dim glory of avoidance.

My goodness!

[lurgurl]

Tommy... we've talked about this multiple times since April... and I don't know how I can make what I've said before any clearer... and I'm not going to say all those mean things that you want to hear... the only person that can justify calling you a loser is yourself... and that would only be because you've let yourself get that way... I really do want you to be happy... I just know that it can't be with me anymore... Please move on... I have, and I'm truly happy... and don't aim low... aim high... make a list of all the most important qualities... don't include my name on the list(haha!)... and go for it... or at least 85-90% of it... don't be scared of being lonely in the mean time, and don't be afraid to turn girls down that don't meet your expectations... please stop placing me on a pedestal... I've never asked for that... and to be honest the only girls that do are probably to high maintenance for you... as cliche as it sounds just treat a girl like she deserves to be treated... as your equal... I could go into a whole rant