Ok so I am not mad anymore. I finally got some sleep and I let Steve know that I was pissed at him for waking me up. He said sorry. well for those of you who don't already know my story, I finally decided to just get up and move to Virginia because that is where I want to live my life. And I am not coming back to school next year so it would be ( Read more... )

What kind of person WAKES someone up at 3 in the morning to go brush their teeth?? STEVE DOES! I am so friggin mad right now because now I am awake and can't get back to sleep but he is sleeping. I should wake his ass up. Friggin 4 in the morning. GRRRRRRRR I swear I might just have to hit him. Because now he is starting to snore.

I'm moving to Virginia!!!!

And i'll tell myself I don't need you ( Read more... )

Hmm, quite a lot has happened since I last updated haha. Most people already know the big things. I finally broke up with Steve and it was one of the most difficult things to do. We are still trying to work things out. And in all honesty things are much better between us now that we aren't "dating" We can both kind of just relax and not have to ( Read more... )

I am such a moron. I need to just break up with him already. I do. I need to just get it over with and now worry about what is going to happen because I feel like shit. He makes me feel like shit. And that is not even when I am comparing him to the way Deki treated me. Noooo, this is flat out on his own. Steve makes me feel like shit. And that's ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't written in a while. Haven't been too interested in it all. I hate my life right now. Nothing seems to be going right and I am just really unhappy. Ugh, I don't even feel like writing.

Yup, can't sleep. Me and my stupid worrying. I just don't have the money and I just remembered that I had a balance due for my school which I didn't pay on time so now I have to add $50 bucks to that total in a late fee. God damn school and their outrageous prices. GOD DAMNIT! I don't have money to even fill my god damn gas tank never mind giving ( Read more... )

Wow, haven't written in a few days. Spring break ends tomorrow and I accomplished... hmm pretty much nothing. I did get my room picked up and my dresser put together, but that was done the first night of spring break so I don't think it really counts. Went to a party at Meg's house Thursday which was quite an enjoyable time. The ride back to Steve' ( Read more... )

Yup, so all of you who know me as the good girl that never really gets into trouble, you now have to change that point of view because guess what?? I got into trouble... and not a small amount. I actually got summoned to a hearing! Go me! At least when I do something, it isn't half assed. Yeah, I was at a party at Steve's that I knew I shouldn't ( Read more... )