I have the strangest freaking dreams, I swear. Last night it was Harry Potter, Dinosaurs, and a Bake-Off. So, school is coming closer, and closer it's so amazing. I honestly never thought I would actually be going to college, and now I am. So many new things in life. this summer was tons of fun, but it's time to buckle down.

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My life is so damn funny.

these past few days have been really odd and distressing. So my cousins are in town, and they are kinda driving me insane. About to go out to yummy mexican restuarant w/ the girls ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know how to feel. I just want things like they use to be, everything was carefree. I think so damn much, and I HATE it. I analyze everything, and I sit up at night wondering what everyone ment by everything they said. I am really wishing, and hoping that I didn't fuck things up, like I usually do.
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so pissed off, I should have seen this coming..

Complete insomniac last night. I didn't sleep a wink, I was just up thinking, and thinking. Mostly about college, Serwaa, my Dad, and Nick. So just as my room started to light up by the sun, I threw back my sheets in frustration.I gave up sleeping and decided to get up and surf the web. This was like 6:30. So hopefully I can put all my thoughts to ( Read more... )

sigh.....I feel sick to my stomach in a million different ways.

I shouldn't be so pessimistic.

Tragically, I think about things way too much, and it hurts to think about how transient life is. Just when I feel my heart teem  with joy, I start to rationalize and sink back down. Nothing can feel this good without a catch. I am trying my hardest to just let things flow, but I can't shake the feeling that I am ( Read more... )

Life is rather grand. Everyday is full of fun, and exciting things. Trying to keep the close friends close, and maybe making the not so close ones closer. I am really happy that life has taken this wonderful path. It seems that maybe, just maybe someone out there is really listening to my prayers... I never thought I would say that again in my life ( Read more... )