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I wanna live in North Carolina my senior year of high school with my godparents so I can go to a North Carolina school for college and it will be cheaper...
but that will never happen, so i can just keep dreaming..
i hate being home.ive loved being away these past two days.i hate being home.i hate being home.i hate being around my 'family'.i hate being home.
i want to go to college in NC so bad, oh so very bad.But my parents dont care what I want.They just think about themselves.They dont want me to live the life that I want to.They dont want me to be happy.They want me to stay in this hell hole we call a 'family' forever.
i hate being home
xo
i miss Whitney so much.i want to go visit her so bad and just stay there-forever.and be happy.
i want to see Charlie.i miss him alot
I want to hang out with Adrian.i miss her too
I miss my NYE kidds-I never have another care in the world when with them.
I miss being 5-without having a care in the world.you had nothing to worry about and school didnt matter.it wasnt so hectic and hard to please your parents.nothing mattered except getting a new toy or going swimming in your backyard pool.i want to go back to those days.where life was easy.
I want to get out of this state.I want to go to North Carolina.I want life to change.i want to get outta here.I wanna go anywhere but stay here.