ever since this guy told me he feels nothing for me i cant get the song "nothing" from a chorus line out of my head i keep hearing the chorus going "What are you feeling?! I'M FEELING NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! NOTHINNNNNNGGGGG!!!" even though the song has absolutely nothing to deal with that lol, it has to deal with her emotion in acting.

as cher would say in clueless remaking my self.

Why do I have the worst luck with relationships? Why =(

I've been listening to Wig in Box, the song Hedwig sings when Luther leaves her/him on their anniversary.

ALL MY 18 AND OVERS, IM MAKING MY VIP LIST FOR QUENCH, FOR NEXT WEEK, SO IF YOU WANT TO GO TELL ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE LIST. (my cuz knows the owner and is letting me make a VIP list)

I have to give props to Kerri last night who kept calling during breaks of her essay to check up on me<3333 And Andii for being on the phone with me at 5am. And espicially to Melissa Ehteridge and Tori Amos, whos CD I was litening to over and over and over and over. But then avril killed me and i started crying, i can not believe me.

i want to scream at the top of my lungs. and like andii says express your feelings lol.

my journal dates are so wrong. eh

well i succesfully installed the ipod mini, wo ah! and transfered songs into it, thankfully because Liwang was online and was able to help me, if not id still be going crazy.

tomorrow i start going to the gym again, yay!

So I had my orientation, went great! I sat next to this girl who had just graduated from Cornell and I was in total awe of that lol. My interview is Tuesday =) eeep! ahh! I still havent picked out what departments I want and other stuff. I dont know what department I want! ah ah X_X

I am calm! after jennys calming i am calm lol. dont ask.

so im here sleeping over jennys house, cuhrazy aint it, im always here.

saw the fantastic 4.

I have my first college like experience on Tuesday. Tuesday is my orientation to be a College Volunteer at Baptist and then I have my interview, scary scary! Its a program that they do with 3 colleges in Miami, Dade, FIU , and UM. And if ya dont attend one of those schools, you cant volunteer, plain and simple =) I feel like such an adult *sigh* ( Read more... )