2 days ago i went to go meet a friend for drinks in the village. the evening started out nicely. untill he got drunk. he insulted me and it hurt. so i walked out and went home. i left my bag in his car and i havent spoken to him since ( Read more... )

eBay i finally working to my advantage. im selling crap i dont use or wear anymore. does anyone remember the last time i wore bondage pants and a spiked collar? you do? well i sure dont. i think its amusing to see how styles and we ourselves change over the course of 5 years. truth be told, im glad i dont wear fishnets anymore.

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my life is so plebian. i realized this today while i was immersed in the revolutions of the $1.25 washing machine. i feel like im an employee on the NBC show "The Restaurant". theyre actually half assed waiters/thespians longing for their big break on a t.v. show that no one is watching ( Read more... )

i couldnt find his car

i hate this fucking family so much. i hate it when this bitch talks to me after ignoring me for god knows how long and then thinks its ok. i hate how vulgar and crude she is. i hate her racist comments. i hate how everytime i catch her in a lie and shove her face in it she giggles like a blonde and says "thats right, because im the mother thats why ( Read more... )

so sunday my mom went bike riding in the park (i dont know whats worse, her fat ass on a bike, or her telling me and actually thinking i'll care) and she fell off it somehow (something else i could care less about) so as i was making myself a toast with margarine and cheddar sandwhich, she insisted that i look at her battle scars. now i dont give a ( Read more... )

i had alot of coins so i decided to walk to waldbaums to use the coinstar. lugging 5 pounds of coins in my messenger bag was ok, good thing it was mostly down hill. i found a bead bracelet adorning the branch of a thorn bush. it now adorns my right arm. it sort of remind of the time i found the black crucifix on the leather strap hanging from a ( Read more... )

went around midtown handing in resumes. i think ill have no choice but to start in a dive. not a problem, i resolved that i have to start somewhere

Damn-it Adam, im talking about outer beauty, the only kind of beauty that matters.

last night i went to adams. today we had pizza for lunch, then he drove me home. it seems so dull when we arent smoking or getting drunk, but atleast we talked about stuff. it is far more easy to convey mesages when drugs arent thrown into the mix