He's so sick at what he's become. Regressing into old patterns of self-destructive behavior. He almost made it, what stopped him? Nothing is tied to his feet yet. He hands are not binded but he feels trapped. Good lord, this must be what a pregnant woman feels like when she sleeps on her back.

He stumbled out of bed, staggered to the bath, then he ( Read more... )

Get confident, stupid!

i was just buzzing my head when it gave out halfway through. needless to say, my skull is ruthlessly absurd, i sort of remind myself of Friar Tuck from Robin Hood. the cartoon disney one with the fox, and Baloo.

anyway its not really like that but i am making myself laugh

for the better part of 50 years, weve learned that torture is a very inefficient means of obtaining information. our military knows it, and our intelligence agencies know it aswell. so why would something like this happen? well alot of theories are floating around and all of it has to do with finger poiting. who points fingers better than ( Read more... )

this is the entry from the otherday. i think i was fucked up when i wroted it

it made me cry

haha

on wednesday i went to my granfathers to pick up some dough. i didnt get as much as i was expecting to, but i still got a nice amount.

my grandfather has a very irksome way about being long winded and saying "in other words" like its nothing. im not sure if he really thinks that people dont understand what hes talking about or if he thinks his ( Read more... )

HAPPY 420

i didnt realize it was 420 untill melissa's away message said it was. never mind the fact that i watch the news all day.

ive decided that job hunting sucks big fat cottage cheese ass. i dont even now why i bother going anymore. no one calls me back and i dont blame them, its not like i have a job history, or atleast one in which i didnt ( Read more... )

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omg i almost drown while washing my face. i did get water up my nose and in my lugs. that shit is painful, if i were gonna kill myself, it wouldnt be via drowning.