i'm updating this for peach.

last night = no excitement.

went to the ford place with my mom and rob-tuesday we're signing the papers for my focus.

recieved a quite interesting phone call from megan. (haha i love you megan)

watched eight crazy nights.

That just shows how exciting my journal entries are. it made me smile nonetheless.

I've decided there's no point to updating anymore. noone reads it and even if they do all they're going to here is ( Read more... )

Another day at work... Last night wasn't too bad. (Sorry Megan for calling you. I know you're always busy and you dont want to hear about my stupid problems.) I went grocery shopping with Cassie and we wasted 2 hours. It was nice. Then we went back to the house, Bradley helped us put the groceries away, and he left. Liz and I watched Halloween on ( Read more... )

happy halloween to all. i dont feel like working 8 hours today. i might have been able to deal with 4, but i did nothing last night and i promised keita that i would do everything tonight. stupid ( Read more... )

I cannot stop listening to Jimmy Fallon-Idiot Boyfriend. I love him ( Read more... )

too many people from the past in one day, causing too much depression.

i want the past to burn away into tiny ashes that i can flush down the toilet.

i want the future to arrive now.

I miss nights filled with drives to Barnes and Noble. I miss listening to Matt Caplan and singing so loud, even though I sounded horrible. I didn't think things changed as much as they have. It's not that I can't be happy without Megan here, it would just help a lot. Only a month though, and then Megan, we will be driving to Ragged Edge.

Tonight turned out to be not so bad. Nothing bothered me. I get in these moods sometimes. It's like I'm stuck in a meditation where everything around me just floats by. No worries, no thoughts, just a bright open space where life stands still. I had a lot of time to think tonight. So many things that have been causing my life to be stressful are ( Read more... )

i'm going shopping in hopes of not being grumpy ( Read more... )