i've never went from incredibly happy to incredibly depressed in such a fast amount of time. i'll say it again: i hate boiling springs. i cried as soon as i got off the ramp from 81 tonight. and a lot before that. it's so pathetic...i'm so pathetic. but everything was so perfect. and it's gone. until november and december. and then again until

fun times...i'm not leaving tomorrow. i think i'm going to stay until 6am on monday. or maybe i'll just never leave. it'll be alright. i really really love it here. more than anything. i saw jason mraz tonight! i love him. absolutely love. it was crazy good ( Read more... )

i screwed up again. realizing that i make stupid decisions when it could all be easy. so, i apoligize for hurting you and causing an awkward situation ( Read more... )

yo yo yo ( Read more... )

time is moving way too fast outside of work. i got up early today to get things done before i leave tomorrow...and i've done nothing. i dont feel like doing anything. not because i'm lazy, ...i'm not motivated. i'll probably push off packing and everything until tonight when i'm tired again and i just feel like sitting at the computer. atleast i ( Read more... )

i was warned not to get burnt out with this job.

i am officially burnt out.

everything is so numb right now. i think i'm only typing because i'm so used to it. i almost fell asleep driving home tonight. got pretty fuzzy. luckily the day went by fast...14 hours felt like the normal 9 but i'm still dead.

Today was...eventful. Work started out really rough...L got into this really pissy mood and started throwing things. I just laughed because I like it when people are angry to the point of destruction. Well, not really but sometimes I do. I dont have anything interesting to talk about tonight. Thanks Jordan for the new journal. Everyone should be

Today wasn't too bad. Shopping was fun, York was fun, Jamie's room mate however was not fun. I'm ready for bed.

p.s.-Stop being so amazing.

i cannot wait until this weekend. the feeling of anticipation and just every thing is building up. i was in my happiness state today. smiling at everything... i just hope it's everything i expect it to be.

so tonight wasn't too great. and tomorrow is going to be worse. i guess october is going to be the month where everything is shitty. oh well, i really shouldn't complain about it. it's only making things worse. and ohio...ohio better be fun. i dont know...it's not that i dont want to go megan, it's that i'm scared of being there and not being able ( Read more... )