back to life.
everything is rapidly changing, for the worst... the job that I used to love has gone to shit, I'm on grounds for termination or demotion because of something that wasn't my fault and something that I don't even fucking remember happening... it's funny that in 7 months you do everything right then you make a mistake that you don't even recall and they treat you like a fuck up. they've already cut my hours next week. And all in such wonderful timing... money is a big problem for me because my mom is a fucking lone shark I have been paying her at least $100 a week and I've got a brand new cell phone bill in the mail on top of that. Back to school in a week and I am so unprepared. I don't even have my license yet and I need it to get myself to wheneverinthefuck I have to intern. I scheduled to go to the DMV on August 5th and who even knows if I will pass the damn test my nerves will probably get the best of me. The thing that has been keeping me sane through all my stress is Jeff who I won't even be able to see since my mom has decided I can't go out until I'm back in school if not longer.
fuck it... 1 more year.