So Jason and I broke up. I'm not crying, I just feel...empty. It's kind of surreal. It's not the same as the other times, because it didn't really feel like it was over, but this time, it is. It just really needed to happen. We're in two very different places, and quite honestly, I'm just not ready for that kind of committment. I mean truth be told ( Read more... )

So this will be the first update in a few weeks. Sorry to disappoint my fans, but LJ has been causing some unease for me lately. I've been kind of avoiding putting myself out there, sad huh? On my JOURNAL I'm afraid to put my real feelings. Whatever....Anywaze, so there is a boy/guy/now man, that I liked tremendously all throughout high school. I ( Read more... )

Today is Robin Hill's 25 birthday and we are going out to get wings (as in buffalo-ya know, orange-vinegar...you know) and everyone is invited, we're meeting in the student center at like 7-7:15, so if ye be not of the house of montague, come! and crush a cup of wine!! Love you all..happy days & happy nights.

So I'm super excited that this week/end is fall break. We leave wednesday and don't have to come back till monday! Yay for college and the ten thousand breaks we get!!! I'm highlighting my hair right now...I know...NOT at a salon...BY MYSELF!!! Which most of you will now roll your eyes and *sigh* thinking I'm a stupid girl. But I have NEVER done my ( Read more... )

So this will be my first "rant" on lj, and I'm doing it only because I'm just sick of holding it in ( Read more... )

So I've realized why I hate updating my journal. Because if you don't do it everyday then you just have WAAAAAAAAAAAY too much to say next time you do it. So I put it off,and put it off,and then when I realize I should do it I don't really want to update. So I think that this time I won't, and people will just have to accept that. I'm just gonna ( Read more... )

So the last 24 hours have definetely been some of the most dramatic I've had a while. And it all changed my life and path completely. So last night I was about to go to my room for a sec, and my phone rang. I thought it was Jason calling me back, but it wasn't. It was Nathan, my ex-boyfriend/first love/haven't talked to since like January. I went ( Read more... )

I AM 19% WHITE TRASH!
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Michael Weeks, if you are reading this, STAY AT HOME!!! lol. I've been trying to get in touch with you unsuccessfully since you returned from camp(a.k.a like a month). I call every few days, and you are NEVER HOME!! I'm starting to think you're avoiding me. I'm gonna go cry now. But that's okay. I'll see ya in like two weeks anyway, and then you' ( Read more... )

Sadness. I'm leaving for college in like three weeks and my mom doesn't seem to excited to spend anyt time with me. She normally comes into my room in the morning and says good morning and we talk for a couple a seconds, but she hasn't even done that for the past couple of days. It is partially my fault because I haven't really been home much ( Read more... )