WHOA!!! Christmas is almost here already, and I got all my holiday shopping done, but now I don't know what to do.

See, Randall's going home for the holidays this weekend, and he won't be back 'til January. THIS SUCKS!! >_Anywho, aside from that I'm just doing my best to keep sane. I take the meds, I hate the meds. I like the cold, but it gets TOO ( Read more... )

...Love's a pain sometimes...

Okay, now I know I've had my tempers and my bad moods before, but this is just out of control.

I mean, the Candlelight Concert was AWESOME!!!, but when Randall falls asleep in the middle of it, then rushes me so I couldn't find my friend in the Choir, and THEN ditches his friends just so he can take me to dinner, that's just f*cked up.

Now I know ( Read more... )

My God... oh sweet heaven...

I cannot believe... that I read what Randall wanted to show me just now.

Just because I went into a suicidal fit... and he was in a huge guilt trip.

I just want him to know that, I LOVE HIM!!! And I forgive him... with all of my heart. I mean this.

I'm not going anywhere. And my illness/Satan is NOT going to take me ( Read more... )

My God... We're in December already!? Where did time go?

Anywho, Randall and I had the biggest scare when I almost killed myself Sunday night--the factors being stress, family problems and--yep, you got it--even Randall. But he was only a small factor in all of this. He had this HUGE guilt trip with what had happened. (And trust me, I've seen ( Read more... )

Well, this week, your Resident StarKnight Captain, well, continued working on the StarKnight Yearbook, Echoes, for 2004. I have pictures taken of the following: Randall, Matt, Danielle, Adam, myself.

...Geez.

Anywho, today I got to train the new Lobby Girl, Cynthia. She did AWESOME! I am SO proud of her! Barbara (the store manager) must be proud ( Read more... )

Well, I've changed my default picture to one of Sailor Uranus--Haruka for those who don't know her name. She has short hair and is awesomely pretty!! And in the pic, she's holding a sword! YAY HARUKA-CHAN!!!

Anywho, I like it!

Also, I'm in Randall's dorm right now, watching the Election chaos. Yes, I voted this morning, and I don't regret it! It's ( Read more... )

Think of this: When you were first in love, it was whimsical, new, and GOOD.

Now think of this: When you see your loved one, you're in love all over again. And it's still GOOD!

Well, such is this. Randall and I are hanging out right now. We're just chilling...

And yes, we're still in love...

Well, I just exited my main roleplaying chat 'cause, well, it's starting to suck.

I was going to roleplay as my main character Rebecca-Michelle but, well, oh h*ll. With the exception of my friend Janus who sent me a few whispers, everyone ignored me. Go figure. And it isn't even my fault!

Mayhaps I'll return later tonight. By then things shouldn't ( Read more... )

Well, I did it. I'm 21 now. Monday came and went, and I'm just so freggin' thrilled! It's amazing...

I mean, I know I'm 21 now but, the thing is that, I'm just not used to it yet!

Anywho, aside from that all is good. I get paid Monday but the banks are closed Monday. Blame this dude named Columbus.

Also, I'm at Randall's dorm now. In a couple of ( Read more... )