I Want Today To End...

[starla_kitten]

... today is bad. Today is not good....

...i.want.it.to.all.end.right.now.i.want.to.go.to.sleep.and.not.wake.up.until.it.feels.like.the.sun.is.shining.brightly.again...

The rave was alright. Got too pissed and went home at about 1:30ish.

Saturday morning, Dave and I slept in for a while, then I got up and drew while he slept. He is so

Comments

[polykleitos]

I'm sorry about your day - but it's not your fault, don't think that. *Hugs*

[starla_kitten]

Yeah, I guess... it's just the way my mind set works at times...

[smiling_eyes_xo]

aww i hope you feel better and keenan is alright.your awsome <3 xo

[starla_kitten]

Thanks. Luckly it was just a bad conncussion, cuts and bruises.

IT'S NOT UR FAULT!

[princesskisses]

hey, hun... u may sense what is going to happen in the future... but if u see it then it is whats going to happen...u cant change it, dont feel badly cause it is not ur fault, u didnt make them go riding, they went. it was their decision right? not urs... so dont feel badly because honestly i think it wouldve happened one way or the other. im so srry ur feeling so shitty lately, i really hope it gets better for u. if u ever need someone to talk to u can always message me... feel better hun.

Re: IT'S NOT UR FAULT!

[starla_kitten]

I guess... I just wish I'd never see or sense the bad things, though. And I could have tried to stop them - I could have at least stopped Dave, but he was fine. I just didn't want to seem like a spoilt little girl who is so selfish that she can't let her boyfriend do anything... I don't know... thank you for just being there :)

[stealth_bomber]

Hey

You're not a skank, or a cheap slut, or a bitch. - You're a great girl, and you've got many friends who think so.

Shit happens, don't worry about it. We all feel bad sometimes. Give me a call if you need anything

[starla_kitten]

Thank you. You always seem to know exactly what to say. It's funny though how it's the harsh words get to us and cut us when we are told not to let them affect us, yet it's the kind ones that are harder to take in - especially if the harsh words are ones you have said to yourself...