its hard to fake a smile

[starlessnites]

its over.
it is better that i find out now than to go through everything and pay for it later.
the next two weeks will not be great but once i am home its a new start to re build.
wouldnt it be nice to know what would happen? it wouldve saved me. i hate hurting.
im done with it and i ended it. separate lives and i am alone.

Comments

[honestlymylove]

i hope this doesn't mean
what i think it means..

and if it does.. I'm so
sorry that this is happened
to you.

take care jackie.

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[jaredbowser]

nice choice in music.

i would leave a heart-felt comment here, but we spoke tonight via telephone so you pretty much have heard all of the advice one could offer. just keep on keepin' on, ole jackie.

don't let the bastards grind you down - BONO

to both of you :

[starlessnites]

thank you .

[memory_minus]

I'm not sure what you're talking about - though I have an inkling - but either way I'm really really sorry you're depressed! If you're ever on AIM I changed my name to yesiamparalyzed, so if you need to spill your guts or perhaps just curse randomly and in large quantities, feel free :D Feel better duder!

[starlessnites]

thank you rick .