but i know time makes you move on ( Read more... )

i dont update. to tell you the truth, i forgot i even had this.

i dont even know why i made it.

too many journals to keep up with.

i dont want the summer to end!!! i wanna go see mcr. someone buy me tickets pleeeeease :)

sam told me my last entry was too inappropriate for current situations or something to that affect..

nothing to say. hes in florida. i miss him. end of story.

this is from colleenifers lj.. i stole it *gasp*

tonight is the night i make a promise to myself. from this point on, i will no longer give a shit about *him*

end of story.

im sick and tired of this bullshit and im sick and tired of putting myself back in the same spot with guys.

im sick.

and fucking tired.

would it be wrong to say i wanted to kill him?

i know i dont normally write happy things in this here journal of mine, but currently i feel like i have to. one of the reasons is because writing on my xanga would make it more open for the person who i dont want to read this to read it (if that makes any sense at all ( Read more... )

this journal must sound quite pathetic since im always complaining about my life and the people in it. i guess i never really established that this is my online journal that i use to let off steam and express myself without having to worry about being judged. yes, there are is a handful of people who know of this and may read it, but the people ( Read more... )

i know i always tell myself that im not going to get too attached. i told myself this after last times goodbye. apparently i ignore everything lesson ive learned in the past and keep coming back for more. after my last "relationship" i told myself that i should lay low for a while, give guys and all that good stuff a rest. it worked for a while. ( Read more... )

last nite was so much fun and i thank rich and ryan for letting me drink in their house. haha. after some veryyy mixed up emotions and what not, things were resolved, thanks to rich, and i am now less of a wreck than i was yesterday ( Read more... )