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i.... i dont know why i cant adjust to this year. Sure, its 1/4 over already... but something's missing. Something is missing and i cant quite place it. Or maybe something is there that isn't suppossed to be. Whatever it is.. its setting me off balance.. this year isnt going well. True, its junior year. its suppossed to be hell.. its busy, the work
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I just want you to know that I TOTALLY went through the EXACT same thing. I mean after all, we are the same person. Phelan, Bridjet, Chris, Dave, Marty, Danny Vought, etc... those were my BEST friends. The people I hung out wtih every weekend. The difference is tho, you still have friends home with you. I felt like I had to re-make friends with everyone because I kinda ignored them. So you are lucky you still have people here with you. As far as a boyfriend... don't see that as a burden, see it as something to look forward too. I needed Joshua my Junior year. He gave me something to look forward to every night when we talked on the phone because he was an excape. He wasn't part of my daily drama at school, and he wasn't an immediate member of my circle of friends. It was nice to get an outsiders' perspective and to have that shoulder to lean on... and I KNOW Adam will be the same for you. You just have to let him.
Good luck, Babe. I'm always here for you.
Love ya!
-Caitlin
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i feel exactly the same way. And I know exactly how it feels (well, without the boyfriend part). and i dont know if that will make you feel better (knowing that I feel the same way) but i kno that reading you journal entry made me feel a little better, a little less alone.
pat davis
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I will be home next friday. Maybe I can see you for a little bit.
Everything will be ok.
~ken~
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