I will always like him ( Read more... )

so right now, and for the past couple of weeks.... life has been perfect. how long is this going to last? but i feel like listing all the reasons why my life is perfect right now, because i doubt it'll last long ( Read more... )

You know what, Fcuk yoooouuuu. honestly, i'm doing the best i can here, and you're making it impossible. i don't know what i even did, or what anyone else even did. But it's sad when i try so hard for you to not if care A LITTLE. i keep asking myself whats it worth and honestly, i don't even know why i try so hard. you bring all this drama about ( Read more... )

Today has been so bizarre that i have to write on it ( Read more... )

i was thinking about how busy i am during the school year, and i wanted to write down everything ive done the past three years...and upcoming 4th, so here it goes ( Read more... )

ok this isn't really an update, I'm just sorting out my week ( Read more... )

ok so another perfect day.. night ( Read more... )

...a la la la la la la life is wonderful ( Read more... )

ok seriously, why... why do i let something so STUPID antagonzie me and disinigrate my self esteem down to NOTHING. why? i mean, i make my own choices, with my own free will... so when i regret something, why do i tear my self apart? everything happens for a reason. Just let it go. honestly, every day is UP and DOWN. i'm happy... then all of a ( Read more... )

im about to break down...
everything goes wrong at once, you know?
i don't know, a lot of things are going wrong lately. and i cant stop crying. and i don't like it.
i can't wait for set crew so i can paint, that lets me forget everything thats going on..
.. i just.. need a break..