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I know what it's like to wake up thinking you will be able to cast the people who play the starring roles in your life, only to realize you have to watch it from the audience - Vanishing Act
Which came first: the addict or the drug? You can't have an addiction unless there is something to crave; by the same token, a drug is nothing but a plant or a drink or a powder until someone wants it badly. The truth is the addict and the drug came together and therein lies the problem. - Vanishing Act
I watch her doing the simplest things: brushing her hair into a ponytail, feeding the dog, tying sophie's shoelaces, and I want to tell her what she means to me, but I never actually say the words.After all, to acknowledge Delia as a drug, I'd have to face the fact that one day I might have to go without her, and this I can't do. - Vanishing Act
When you love someone more than he loves you, you'll do anything to switch the scales. You dress the way you think he'd like you to dress. You pick up his favorite figures of expression. You tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, then he will crave you the same way you crave him - Vanishing Act
No matter how much any one of us pretends to be someone else, in the end we always are what we are.
It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces. - Bridget Jones's Diary
Have you ever felt like you wanted to sleep for a thousand years? Or just not exist, or just not be aware that you do exist. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want to when I get like this. That's why I try not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning - Perks of Being A Wallflower
From a distance, it makes perfect sense that the people and the things you think will save you are the very ones that have the power to disappoint you most bitterly, but up close it can hit you as a bewildering surprise.
You gotta keep your head above the water
Even though time seems irrelevant now
And you're more than sick of this pain inside your chest - The Spill Canvas
Got no way of knowing exactly where I'm going, But I feel so alive. Everything is changing, life is rearranging, But I feel so alive, So alive. - Ashley Parker Angel