I'm in a zen mode

[starlette0701]

SOOOooooo I've decided that I'm going  to stop hanging out with Ashley, well I'm not going to go out of my way to hang out with her. If she wants to hang out with me she can call ME but thaaaatt wont happen so basically I've stoped hanging out with/calling her. She left me a message on myspace saying "dude where the hell have you been?!? lol" which

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[memalu]

good proud of ya...trying to do the same thing with someone right now...i miss those days of us hanging out with kimmer...

[starlette0701]

yeah they were good times...i really don't know what's wrong with me, i mean it's like an obsession with her or something. and the thing is she really treats me like crap, i mean this is going to sound so lame for me doing this but i drove by her house tonight and like everyone's car was there, except ashleys of coarse and so that means they all went out, and didn't even bother to call me. it's like i know she treats me like crap but i just idk have to know what she's doing and want to be around her. it's a sick cycle

[memalu]

it is called seperation anxiety had that too but it will pass just put your mind on something else...get that second job or even focus on if u hang out again will it be the same all the time...try to see if what she really wants from you and don't like her treat u like shit...put your foot down...tell her how u feel if u have too...