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[starletted]

As I sit here biting my fingernail I wonder...why? I don't ever do that. Why am I now finding the need to chew on my long smooth nails. It's wintertime, not even summer when my chlorine soaked nails soften and bend. They were perfect. Now they are cracked slightly. No, I can't even commit to that description. They are slightly less than

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[brambernut]

twinnie, don't you ever change yourself for anyone else! Promise me that! I love you just the way you are, exactly as you are, saying the things you do, doing the things you do, being the person you are! Hell, if you change yourself, I gotta change myself, or we'd never match, and be twinnies anymore, and that's no good, cause we make damn good twinnies!

*huggles tightly* We all have periods like that, and question ourselves, but you're one of the sweetest, bestest most amazing people, and I don't want you to change a damn thing...except maybe living nearer to me!

[artisticmemory]

I totally understand the lost feeling. I get it from time to time. It's like you're there but you aren't there and you don't know why you feel like that.

I never much liked dresses, not since second grade and my mom said I couldn't go on the monkey bars if I was to wear a dress.

I don't want you to change but I suppose the story isn't for you? I often feel like I don't know who I am because I am willing to change to please people. I don't know. *snugs*

[starletted]

Well I'd like to say that the girl in the story has nothing to do with me but The thought had to come from somewhere. Sometimes I think i do forget who I am or was...or was meant to be. Maybe its just natural...maybe we just change. I don't know.

I'm just...I feel weird today. I'm sure everything will be okay soon.

[quietlyburning]

Aww, hun...promise me you'll never change. Ever. I love you way too much for that.

*bites her fingernails whenever they aren't painted*

I love you, Mandy, hun, my amazing older sister!

[starletted]

*snuggles little sis*

Well it's too late for that advice. The problem isn't that I feel the need to change, but that I have changed so many times that I am not sure who I am supposed to be now.