State of Confusion

[starlight322]

Do you ever feel like no matter what you do, you can't seem to make yourself completely happy? I feel like i used to be happy all the time. I just loved life and everything that came with it. And now, i feel like i can't find that feeling again. No matter what i think is causing the problem, and how many things i try and change,or how determined i

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love you

[pmantis53]

for the bulk of what you wrote--i feel the same way. much of it might have to do with the fact that you're unsettled & you have to wait. wait shmait. i know, i hate it too. change is weird right? i know that i wanted change, that's why i'm where i am now. but now i'm all unhappy because i'm uncomfortable & it's new & unfamiliar & i'm not used to it. so i'll just have to wait, ::sigh:: to settle. and if i don't settle & at some point come to the end of my rope, then i know it's time for a big change. and i think the answer would be at the end of the rope, but i don't want to get at the end of my rope, as i'm sure you don't, i just want "settlement" in a cushy spot in the rope, maybe a nook, a nich... now i'm rambling. now i will give you the best internet hug i know how ::HhhhHhhhUuuuUuuuGggggGggggGggggGggggGG::

Re: love you

[starlight322]

somehow i knew i could count on you for a nice comment and a perfect understanding of what i am talking about. I miss you. I don't want you to get to the end of your rope either, but for the record, if you happened to get to the end of your rope, it would be nice to have you back in nyc... the hugs are better when you're here. I hope things get better for you too! LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!