On a bad note I can't get to NH to my uncles funeral. I fractured my toe last night and it hurts like a bitch. My doc is doing more blood work for my lupus because I passed out the other day but I am feeling better. God please let it not come back. I am a bit scared that is why I haven't gone to the docs for a bit. On a good note everything seems ( Read more... )

Only you would understand this. All this shit and mistakes has made a new life die. You were right jon because of what happened last night i lost it. Are you happy now? Im not i am dead inside. There is nothing left of my life but me and my kids. At least they will always be my first choice unlike you jon. I feel sorry 4 you and all that you will ( Read more... )

Jon lost the kids today. He pick his 19 year old girlfriend over his own kids. He had to lose everything maybe he will find out just what he left behind.Maybe forgiveness will find him somewhere down this road. But we have to move on with our lives. He never showed up to court and sence he was served personally they are not giving him another ( Read more... )

You feel like a candle in a hurricane ( Read more... )

I'm not happy, I want to die but would you really miss me? You have killed me either way/ Are you happy now?

The way your fingers make me tingel. Your lips on mine. Your body next to mine. The way you make me smile i haven't felt that way in along time. I care for you deeply and the best part is so do all of my children. My heart is no longer brocken because of you.

WEll Eric and I are going to go on a date tonight. Yes Amy the same Eric that I lived with in Collage. Funny how things seem to happen that way she always said we were good together. Jon is well out of the pic we go to court for the kids on the 3rd and I have them now through the courts. He has not called sence I went and that is a good thing I ( Read more... )

The magic I see inside you ( Read more... )

I am going home to a place where i am always loved. The miles will be longer from you to me i dont know why i always want to give you another chance. I am not running dont get me wrong. I jurt know there is something more for me. Be carefull for what you wish for you just might get it and a whole lot more that you dont want or that you were barging ( Read more... )

The way you move. Your eyes on me. A hand your fingers that make me shake. I wait for you it seems like every second feels like drown out hours. My heart and soul empty while you are gone. My happyness, my contentment, and my future lies in a single mans hands, your hands. So tell me are you happy now?