i am gonna rip someone some new assholes.....

School starts in less than a week. couldnt be less prepared. but that also means that certain people will not be around. that is sad, and all, but also makes me really happy. some poeple i will miss and visit, and some people i have been waiting for to leave for like, fucking ever.

can't wait.

i am basically agitated with everyone in my life right now for one reason or another. like.... seriously everyone. i don't even want to be. i just feel like i never get the whole story from anyone. i feel short-changed with people. like, i am just another person that they used to know or something. wishing more people would care about my own ( Read more... )

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I think i have not slept in my bed for a week straight.

ever feel like you just do not belong somewhere?
to the point of that shakey throw up feeling?
and you can harly mamage a few measley words.
what a shit situation i am in.

and i have a funky looking sunburn.

and i am more depressed than i was before.

i hope that is well understood.

I think that Forgivness is my favorite and least favorite quality in myself.

My least favorite, because i want to be mad. My favorite, because i can't stay mad, and it feels better that way. By no means do i see these as selfish reasons to forgive.

plus, we all know i'm not a fucking bitch, anyways.

It's hard to remember what my birthday was like.... it was all such a blur...


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