In my opinion I think that people just don’t care how I feel about certain things anymore and that they wished I would stop talking about it. Also that I’m blowing everything way outta proportion. I can't help the way I feel about some things. The thing that sucks though is that I don’t know who to talk to without feeling like I’m going to be shot

I actually had a really good weekend. Friday yea we had festival that just really sucked but the bus ride was really fun. So I don’t know it sucks what we got but its like you can’t really dwell on it cause its done and over with. Yesterday I hung out with brad we went to the mall I went looking for something to wear under my gown for graduation ( Read more... )

Myabe not doing it today was stupid of me....it's just going to happen again i know it...

I had a really good day today actually. Well I should say it wasn't that good but it got better after shcool. All during school i felt like crap and i'm getting sick again and loosing my voice and it sucks. But i dont know it made me happy though cause brad came over after he practiced or whatever it was he was doing and he brought me a slurpee ( Read more... )

For once this isn't going to be a depressing entry ( Read more... )

Right now I wonder what would happen if I just disappeared. I hate a lot of things right now and a lot of things hate me. I need to take a break from stuff too not just one thing though it’s like a lot of things. It sucks when you realize the person you enjoy talking to the most doesn't return the favor. You can't keep pushing problems aside ( Read more... )

Now i kindof wish i didn't get my hawaii pictures back, they gross me out by looking at myself....

Me and brad are ok now we will be fine things just suck but nothings perfect i just wish some people would stop talking and butting into our business.

So I went to the doctor tonight cause I’ve been getting sharp pains in my chest but it turns out all it is, is muscle spasms and so I have to take motrin or something like that. But I don’t know nothing happens to me ever at all. And if something does its bad, like now I don’t even trust myself with secrets I was told one thing and now its like ( Read more... )

If you dont have time then i guess i dont either.......

Maybe its time to say goodbye

Yay he got home in time.................

Thats all i need to say about the new year.