i will overcome this ( Read more... )

you are so beautiful ( Read more... )

I can't fucking take this anymore ( Read more... )

It's amazing how after so long ( Read more... )

Ugh, of course.  I felt something at 3, and then later when Jordan told me he had run into him, with her, on Venice Beach, I understood why ( Read more... )

when i let myself think about you, or go to the pics on your myspace because i am an idiot ( Read more... )

why did i wait so long to clear out my fo gspots ( Read more... )

I feel sick.  Like throwing up.  I'm about to cry again.  I've been alright for a few days, but I woke up this morning from a nice, vivid dream where he was the star (isn't he always?) and I had to read his name and I feel sick again ( Read more... )

I think I have my head on straight today.

Focus.
Clear my head.

I can't dwell on this stuff.
It will drive me insane.

Breathe, Teri.
Just breathe.

AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, EVAN.

oh im too drunk
evan
evan
evan
evan

you fucking torture me