le sigh.

[starlingzmagpie]

I want to ask him if he misses me at all. I'm afraid to hear the answer.

I want to run upstairs and fall into someone else's bed, just to feel better and forget for an hour. I'm afraid if I do it'll ruin everything.

I want to be seen by the people I see...and ignored by all the others. I know it sounds horrible, but I'm so tired of people

Comments

[teeny_toy_heart]

you're not asking too much. don't ever tell yourself that you're asking for too much. when you give in to that thought, you start to compromise. yes, compromise can be good in some situations, but not when dealing with what you want. when you are willing to let go of what is is that you know you want, you open yourself up to being unhappy and settling for what's just okay. believe me, i've compromised too much in my life and always wound up miserable because i wasn't getting what i wanted. i always thought that if i had at least the majority of the things i wanted in someone, that everything else would just work itself out. it doesn't happen that way. you end up focusing on what's still wrong.
set up the guidelines for what you want and you will find it. don't settle for "okay." no one deserves the bare minimum.

[quixoticideals]

i love you for who you are. and i'll still love you, even when you're old and wrinkly, because i'll be old and wrinkly, too.
think of how cool our tattoos will be when they're all loose and wrinkly... we can turn them into crazy magazine foldies.
cigarettes make your teeth taste bad, i speak from experience.
mom's pissed at your boss for being a douche.
i'm pissed at him too.
but i love you.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
meelie

fizz... sputter... sputter...

[fayrehnar]

If he doesn't miss you, he's a putz.

If you never ask, you'll never know.