"I am dead but you look dead." -Andrew

[starlink]

Maybe he's right. I am dead to everything around me. I am not even aware of my own numbness. Each day goes faster and faster until they mesh together. It's the same thing everyday

Comments

[darkladischaos]

I'm not trying to fit in. My Live Journal is my best friend. It helps me understand things. I do not cut. I do not do anything to make myself "fit in" but I do want to be alone sometimes. Just so I can clear my thoughts. Just so I can try and think straight.

[darkladischaos]

Oh. And what I meant in my journal by hurt was not cutting or any physical harm.

[silent_kenny]

you talking about alison?

[starlink]

YES! God! Everyone thinks I'm talking about them!

Psh

[sunlink]

Don't even say that you don't brag because you do. I think that what you put in your live journal is very rude. You are judging people, let alone your own friends. If you have a problem with someone, why don't you just talk to them about it instead of making a lot of people feel like they've done something wrong. Human nature is to fit in, to feel accepted. Maybe people do cut themselves and brag about it, but so what? Let them brag. Maybe they like to brag. If you don't like it then you don't have to like them. You're really not thinking about your friends anymore and how their feelings get hurt by you making them feel bad and then you brag about all your problems in your live journal. I'm not saying that you don't have the right to brag, but don't be such a hypocrite.

Always trying to love and care,
Joanna

[shadowsinside]

I probably have no right to respond, as you're still ignoring me, but I refuse to act like we aren't friends. I just won't do it. If you are talking about me, you have no right to say that. That's all I'm going to say about it.