Wow. I did not know that my absence would affect so many people. People, not even close friends, understand my need to be alone. I guess what I do is foreign to some people, but it makes perfect sense to me. Maybe I am just strange and out there. I love having some Tawanda time. At the end of the day, the only person I am going to be with is myself ( Read more... )

Ok, I am going to try and finish this. It is taking me entirely too long to finish this. Picking up where I left off, we left Santa Monica apparently. The next time I saw our group was on Friday. We were on our way to Santa Monica. I asked Will to take me to Lauren's house because if I asked my mom, she would want to take the streets there and I ( Read more... )

Ok, tomorrow turned into a couple of days. School and work have been hectic. It has been difficult for me to adjust being back at school. Spring Break did a number on me. Well picking up where I left off, we met Randy downstairs after the movie. Vanessa rejoined us from the bathroom. Vanessa was trying to ride with Lauren, Cat, and I. We were like ( Read more... )

Wow. That is all that I can say. I had a great spring break. I am sad that it is over. I have a lot to write. Please be patient. 1st, I went to the movies last Wednesday, whatever day that was. I think it was march 31st, too lazy to get up and look at a calendar. Anyways, I went to school on wed to get my comp. My grandfather bought me a laptop, ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have last wrote in here. A lot has been going on in my life. Will and I broke up. We were in a relationship for over a year. It is hard because I have invested so much time and effort into that relationship and even though I know I did, I bet Will would not agree with me. One of our many problems. Sometimes I feel lonely ( Read more... )

Hmmm... It's been a long time, miss me? Anyways, last night I had a lot of fun. My friends came over and it was a lot of fun. I didn't go to bed until after 4 am. It was weird for the past couple of days I have not been going to bed no later than 1 am. It's coo though. Vanessa, Randy, Chris, Lauren, and myself first went to the movies in Ackerman ( Read more... )

Well, Hi everybody. I had a pretty good weekend. Yes, I count Friday as a weekend. It was Lauren's dinner party on Friday. She had it at the Olive Garden. Lauren and I walked to the Garden early, to try and get a table. We got there at around 6:40? Something like that. So, that was okay. Well, the whole party had not arrived. We got a table for 10 ( Read more... )

Well, I am back. My B-day was pretty interesting. It did not start off that way though. I got into a huge fight with Will of course, who volunteered to take us to the concert. Us being myself, Lauren, and Laura. Well, we got into and I was on my way to finding another ride. What a way to start to my birthday off. Waking up with puffy eyes on my B- ( Read more... )

Where do I start? This was an interesting weekend. On Friday Will stopped by unexpectedly and gave me a rose and a huge card. I felt sort of bad that I didn't get him anything, but I already told him I wasn't going to celebrate Valentine's Day this year. That was on Friday b/c he was going to leave for Fresno to bowl and that was why I told him ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things that I need to work out. I am at that point now, where I am young and confused. I thought that I had sorted all this stuff out, way back when, but it seems like I am back in the same predicament. I was focused and on the right road, then I start to go through another loop. I know that in time things will get clearer, but I ( Read more... )