hey guys! so wow..its been like 40 years since ive updated..or even hardly looked at this. *sigh* xanga got to me! hehe. so how are all you live journalists? so much has happened since the last entry. if you want a glimpse, or just to see me now, go to http://www. ( Read more... )

Blake kissed me today. Just randomly came up and kissed me. Though i think he ended up kissing most braces instead..it was just so unexpected. I was caught so off guard i couldnt think straight for the rest of the day....but it was nice. hehe, he even apologized like 50 times....i ruined his perfect moment. hehe ( Read more... )

so i almost fell into that hole in your life ( Read more... )

i hate life.

that's all i have to say....

its pouring down rain outside, preventing me from walking the 2 blocks to my bus stop. My stepmom decided she'll take us, and so I figure it wouldnt hurt to find something to pass the time ( Read more... )

rip my heart out, watch it bleed, through the mantles of this heartache, this ecstacy of pain you've put on display.
i lost all i ever hoped for, to find what i found was never true...

I wanted you to know, i love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain...

Cause Im broken when im lonesome,
And i dont feel right when your gone away...

...Youve gone away, you dont feel me, anymore...

The worst is over now, and we ( Read more... )

stupid guys.
why do i let myself get so attached?
I am crushed.
I loved you....

school's been  pretty good so far. A few things i dont like too much, but ive learned to look beyond those things...Ive met some really cool different individual people. Pretty cool classes. Im going to learn a lot....